This song is a bit of a continuation from the last one.
The individual is trying to deal with love, and trying
to deal with the implications of sacrificial love. Each
line starts with a question, and then makes a statement
based off his question. These questions reveal the man’s
doubts and fears of trying to love someone, and being loved
by someone. He knows his weaknesses and short comings,
and wonders if they will be too much, and will hinder him
from ever being loved.
It’s the fear we all have to some degree. We don’t want to
die alone, and go through this life without the love of at least
one person. It’s also the longing of being known, but also the
fear of being known. Will the other person use this knowledge
for my good or for their gain? Will this person be scared away,
or will they stay anyway?
It’s a song of questions, doubts, longings, inner agony, and
living through the unknown. Musically it’s repetitive and goes
in cycles. I don’t think I did this intentionally but maybe
subconsciously. This is totally how my brain works when I’m
looking for answers or struggling with doubts and fears. It’s
an endless cycle causing me to lose sleep and lose track of
reality. I get swept away in the monotonous cycle of questions
wondering when it will cease.